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And please know I'm doing everything I can and am busy all day every day with treatment, therapy, attorneys, disability, etc. I have never stopped working for recovery. Even when my behaviors have lapsed, I never stopped working toward that goal. I am going to beat this. I am. It feels insurmountable. But I've never stopped trying. Even when it physically hurts to wake up. I've never sat around my house all day not working toward recovery in some way. Even though the money ran out 8 months ago. I took buses and rode my bike or walked to appointments. I took myself to the ER on a bus. All of these things are not giving up. I'm not asking for money for fun. I'm asking for money so I can keep doing this recovery "work;" until I'm well enough that the decisions and the compulsions, the voices and depression, the flash backs and fugue states and fibro pain don't take 99% of my energy and 24 hours of my day. I've sold my car. I've sold my nice clothes, jewelry, and every other thing of value that I own. I'm trying. I wish I could make everyone believe me, but I know I can't. I'm sure some will read this last paragraph and think I'm asking for praise for doing things that other people can do without thinking about them. I'm not. I know I'm pathetic. I know it. I don't need it explained to me.
Thank you again for your support. For even reading what I have to say. It means a lot to me, truly.