Insulted at the FroYo Place
This video was made Saturday evening with my sister-in-law at the Scottsdale mall. After I got my yogurt I sat down at the table axross from Jess. i felt so ashamed by the volume pf yogurt in front of me that I turned away from her, put my hood on. and began crying quietly crying
She asked me what was wrong and I didn't feel like I could even say; it was so embarrassing.
I didn't want to eat the yogurt, but I hadn't eaten lunch, and I'd spent money on it so I felt really guilty.
I honestly didn't know what to do. (I know, I have such first world problems)...
Looking back at the video, I think it's a little funny -- actually it's very funny -- but in the moment it wasn't funny at all. I felt trapped... I think this shows how crazy and irrational you can feel when your eating disorder mind is taking over in the moment.