I am 5'8" Last time I went to my doctor I weighed 102, with my clothes on.
I'm not actively trying, but I'd like to be thinner.
One day, years ago, I came home and found a topless picture of myself on the Internet. Posted by my ex husband. And we were still married.
I would rather look scary and emaciated then be objectified and degraded that way again. I would rather look like a teenage boy. I would rather not have a body. Having someone who is supposed to protect you and love you betray you in such a humiliating, belittling way should kill you. He turned me into pornography. I don't want that to be a possibility ever again.
I'm so sad. I don't want a body anymore.